Know your worth.. Sometimes

Launched got the first times at RWJ SP. nailed Pump back track and most of CX which I did on my own. Grit not so good but ok. Felt strong once my first track started and honestly I’ve been teaching these releases for weeks so I really should know what I’m doing. 
Celebrated with sushi and tried to nap but of course not tired once I got home. My favorite combat girl came over to help me send Sprint video. Had lots of issues uploading it. Be really disappointed if I had to retape. 

Attacking tomorrow then teaching and heading to city. Seeing a show and dinner.  Torn. Normal training day but trained twice this week and need to rest. Not that Body Attack, Body Pump and CX is rest but not lifting.😬

LOL the Rebel

Finding my way. Comfortable in my skin. Happy. Loving and appreciating the small things. Never thought I would be in this place. Again, almost afraid to say it out loud. Comfortable feeling things that can’t be reciprocated. It’s part of the journey. It’s a lesson learned. It’s ok to feel. Ok to fail. Rather feel something than be numb and feel nothing.  Learning to take care of myself when I need it and work hard the rest of the time.  
Not a human body, but love is love😉

Love my Kona girl🐱❤️and my Daisy

And most of all, these two ..

They make every day worth living❤️

Almost too Afraid to Post

Afraid to jinx myself but I’m loving this summer. For the first time since never, I feel comfortable in my skin. Spent a wonderful weekend with my kids. My son on Ftiday. He finally got his license. Third times a charm.. Lol.. Sunday with my daughter. A day in NYC; lunch and a show. Saw Waitress. It was spectacular! So happy to be able to do that with my best girl. 

Spent the last three weeks focusing on instructing. Teaching a lot and love every minute of it. I have so much to learn and need to improve my form a lot in both CX and Pump. But each class in a growing experience and the feed back from participants only wants me to improve more. Submitted SPRINT assessment video so now just crossing fingers and hoping for the best. Worse comes to worse, I just have to re tape.
Yes! I do wing it!! Much of the time. Learning not yo sweat the small things like a pair of lost glasses. Just hoped they would turn up and they did. In the intern I managed to find an old pair and I didn’t sweat it. Huge!! On my part. 

So fortune that I found something I’m passionate about and that I can earn money at. Win, Win!!  

Now if I could get to sleep☀️